A moment for the melancholy

Hmmmm

Another day and another let down....
truth is i dont care much.
Maybe its mean but i really just dont.
She said she was done.
So what?
I mean thats not to say I didnt love her or that dont wish it could have turned out a bit differently, but I cant bring myself to care all that much.
I am a cruel person, i Know!
But she didnt hurt me.
If anything I feel a little better.
I couldnt make a decision so she made it for me.
She made it easier.

Fact is I kinda think shes nuts.
i fought more with her in the three weeks I spent "getting to know her" than I ever have with anyone in my entire life.
Its so hard to describe what i am feeling right now.
She just couldnt let me heal...
I dont understand what was so hard about letting me have some time to get over a three year relationship.
Its not easy...

Melancholy today.

Rainy day.....